What is this arsehole day?

Make that two of them today. There's only one more person I know that could contact me and make me feel like this. So if you're out there. Feel free and I'll have had the whole bloody set!

People, Hints and Why I Don't Leave The House

Ok the third is not strictly accurate, I'm going out tomorrow with a friend for a London shaped adventure. But onto my rant.

I tell someone I don't want them to contact me, I block them from my messanger program. They send me a message on a BDSM networking site, I block them there, They send me an email, I don't reply. I joined a different site and they join that and send me a not funny and in fact very rude message. And now I have to block the twat there! This is why I don't meet people or socialise! Because no matter what you say they don't leave you alone. Ever! How can I attract these twats? Once when I was under the same roof as this person I had t sleep in the bathroom with the door locked they are such a pest. Plus they made a really rapey comment and I didn't feel safe. If they find out where I live I am going to look into this restraining order stuff.

ARGH!

Right, so I have been waiting for Fyn to come home as we need to go food shopping. I figured he must have been working late, and I am starving. He know's I am waiting for him, I just got a text telling me he's in the fucking pub and he'll be home soon.

It's ok, it's not like I wanted to eat before 10pm or anything. I should be used to eating so late at night by now, but I'm really not.

I really am sick of putting up with his crap.

House Work and Appreciation

Right, so, I was getting a little ranty and I wanted to keep the other blog purely kinky, sexy and fun. After all, I'm sure no one really wants to hear about my rants and complaints about life.

Now I love my partner very much. But I really feel like he has been taking me for granted lately. I do most of the house work. He washes the dishes after dinner, and occationally will do his washing. He never throws any of my stuff in there. So I do most of his washing, the cleaning, the cooking, and I still do a fairly large amount of the washing up.

He works crazy late basically every night, and when he gets home will eat dinner, wash up and then play computer games. I just want to feel appreciated and I haven't lately. He was really whiny the other day when we were both sick about not beingable to look after me. Which doesn't bother me as I prefer to look after myself anyway. I just feel like he's lost interest and I feel a little like I am wasting my time. I just want to feel appreciated.